Dear Jacqui - We were childhood friends, you and Pam and Marisa were like sisters to me growing up. As the only Asians in the village we had to stick together! I still very clearly remember playing power rangers with you outside your house and argung over who got tot be the pink one. I remember holding hands and skipping around Pleasurewood Hills and making up dances in your living room. Since I left Lowie we didnt speak that much but i'll always consider you family. I loved seeing your beautiful modelling pictures popping up on my FB news feed, and was always a big fan of your work. I wish i'd seen your video about your struggles at the time. So much of it sounds so familiar to me. I've also been going through depression, anxiety and eating disorders too and a lot of what you said really connected with me. Crazy how we could have been so similar yet so far apart. I hope wherever you are now you are happy and at peace. All my love to the Boultons. JP xx