Where did this time go girl? I’ve thought about you a lot over the years. I don’t want to count them because it just makes me realise how long you’ve been gone when to me it still feels like yesterday that we were making stupid photoshoots or talking about your garden patch dreams. Thailand brought you up a lot. Coincidence or not, you would show up in all the right places. Once round my friend Chrissie’s. We were talking about her mum who she’d lost as a teen. Then there you were, casually flapping around in her garden. She also believed her mum said hello as a butterfly so I knew it was you. In Chiang Mai you showed yourself more. It was nice to know you’re hanging with family there. It really was as beautiful as you always said. Missing you always.